Love sucks sometimes

I'm in love with the most wonderful boy ever. His name is Travis. He's by far the sweetest boy I've ever known, not to mention the most loving. He treats me with respect and supports me when I need him to and he's always there for me. The best part is, he loves me of all the people he could have. He chose me.

I do my best for him to. I try to be as wonderful as he is but often times I do believe that's just impossible^-^. I do my very best to be there for him and to show him that I love him so.

We've been together for almost four years now and last year, just before Christmas he had to move to Florida with his dad and his girl, Kate. I cried an awful lot when it came time for him to leave but he always had on a brave face for me and, from what I could tell, he kept it together and stayed strong.

The last time he got to visit was this year in February. He asked me to marry him on Valentines day and I very happily agreed <3. Next year, this February to be exact, will mark a whole year spent away from the love of my life T~T. I will most likely spend my Valentines alone and I'll lock myself in my room (as I often do already). ><>

ttyl

~Kiki